Don't count the days, make the days count.

Yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!

Finally! It's summer vacation! 

Today was the very last day of school, and I don't have to go there for 3 months! How awesome is that? 

Now I have total freedom and I can do whatever I want.

Of course I don't know exactly what I want, but I know I wanna relax and enjoy my summer as much as I can. No big plans though. I like to do things spontaneously, cause the best adventures are the spontaneous ones. Besides, whenever I plan something, it fails. So no plans this summer. Just one big awesome adventure :)

Although I was really lazy this year in school, my grades are really good. Of course they're not perfect (thank God) but I'm proud of myself and my family's proud of me, so it's totally fine. 

Had some ups and downs with friends, classmates... but at the end, everything's fine and I can say that this was one weird and yet awesome year. And thankfully it's over, lol.

So now it's time to chill and relax for few days. Yeah it would be nice to get summer job, but unfortunately, in my country it's almost impossible. But I'm not too sad. Cause I wanna make this summer special and awesome. I want to have lots of great memories to share with everyone, and I want to do something more useful with my summer than just chilling and doing nothing. I wanna travel a bit, meet new people, have new experiences, and enjoy everything I can. 

I just have to get my butt up and go look for adventures myself, not sit and wait til they find me :) 

But not yet. now I'm gonna get myself water with ice and lemons, listen to some old school songs (like Cornershop-Brimful of Asha);D and go enjoy the sun :)

Have a really really nice day, everybody :)

P.S. What are your plans for the summer, everyone? :):)

-B- 

If you don't live for something, you'll die for nothing

well, I can honestly say I celebrated my 18th birthday just awesome! the best part of all this are the gifts, lol. and the fact that I remember everything. :D but the worst part were the hangover which I still suffer from. 

But, I don't regret anything. I enjoyed every single moment of that day and I'm glad I didn't stay home. Maybe I had a bit too many tequila shots, but what the heck. It was my 18th birthday! anything is allowed :D

So I wanna brag about my gifts, LOL! :D cause they're just so awesome! My friends and family know me so well :D

I got a rubber chicken! :D and for those who don't know what I'm talking about, here's a little fact about me - I'm an oddball :D I love rubber chickens, disco balls, lava lamps, men perfume and my very favorite animal in the whole world is a raccoon! 

So, knowing all this, my friends and family got me the best gifts ever! :D my rubber chicken, totally amazing men perfume called "Full Speed" (which I love) (So now I smell like sexy men all the time, LOL). But the best of all gifts were the one from my sister. She lives in Germany now and since she knows how much I like raccoons, she sent my mom a picture of one and told her to order me a cake with raccoon on it! and OMG it was such an awesome surprise!

So last weekend I was filled with joy, buried in awesome gifts and I had a smile on my face all the time. 

-How was your weekend, everyone? :)

 Here is my totally awesome birthday cake!

-B- 

Whatever with the past has gone, the best is always yet to come.

Even though yesterday was quiet sad and I felt terrible, today is a whole new day! :) And it's not just any day. 

Today is my 18th birthday!!! :):)  so YAY, for me, lol :D

18...this isn't just some random number. I don't know why, but it feels serious, lol. :D 

It's not like something has really changed, but it just feels cool to say I'M 18! :D 

Besides I think it's time to change something more in my life. Open up to some new adventures and live my life for me :) Cause I'm 18. I'm a big girl now, haha :D

And at the end, nothing can spoil my day! completely nothing. I'm forgetting everything that has ever happened to me, every bad thing, person... everything.This is my day, and I'm enjoying every single moment of it. 

 Thanks mom and dad for my beautiful roses :)

-B-

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy today.

Wow. Haven’t been here for a while. But that is just because I’ve been busy. These couple of days have been so amazing and exciting. I survived my very first driving lesson and it went great! I also am in good mood every single day and it is simply because I started to look at things with positive attitude.

Everything falls in its place lately. I feel happy, rested, full of energy, but mostly I feel appreciated and counted on. And it’s the most wonderful feeling in the world. The fact that my friends know I’m there for them, is just amazing. They call me crying, cause they know they have my support… Or they call me in the middle of the night to simply talk to me… And I am never annoyed even when they wake me up at 2:30 am and say "hey, what ya doin'?" :D

Finally after a long long time, I feel in peace. Cause now I can honestly say, from all my heart-

      

 Everything is OK! :)

a So my advice to everyone is to think and be positive. Cause You are the only ones who can make your life better and happier.

Take care, everybody :)

And be happy ;)

-B-