What a rush! I think universe is somehow sending all the chaos to me, cause I am a mess. Thankfully school is no longer bothering me with massive homework. The only thing for now is that I have to learn all the countries of the world til Tuesday. I have no idea how I'm gonna do it... Today was the worst day ever. My boss's [who's also my neighbour] mom broke her shoulder and I had to take her to the hospital, after that I had to take her home, plus my grandma showed up and I had to take her home too, when I got back to work, [I work at a shoe store] people had made SUCH A MESS, I didn't know where to begin. My head is hurting all day long.
Thank God I have left only one week of school 'til Autumn holidays... A week off is just what I need.
As for the rest, let me tell you something - I am so sick and tired of caring too much for people who don't give a damn about me. As always I wanted to be a better friend/person and it just backfired at me. People still keep messing with me cause they know I will simply forgive them. I can't deal with this anymore. All my life I have put others and their problems first. I always try to help and comfort everybody. well, not anymore. I am beyond DONE! Some people just aren't worth it...
I spend too much time thinking about all this and it's killing me. So now I'm gonna stop,forgive, and forget. It's time to take care of myself. Before all this mess, I was super positive and happy. Everything was totally ok. But then people who I care about just ruined everything, cause they don't care. I want my awesome mood back. And I'm gonna get it. No matter what.