Last night stayed up till 5 am...couldn't sleep. All kinds of thoughts were going through my head. There are a lot of things I wanna do in my life, but the main thing is to be successful. I wanna go to college, graduate, get good job that I really like and live successful life. BUT, to do that, I have to change a lot of things in my life and to be honest, I'M SO SCARED.Right now I have family, friends, home...I'm safe. but to do what I really want, I have to leave all this... and I'm scared of that. Plus I also don't know what I want to study...I mean...I would have to go away...where nobody would know me...and what if no-one would like me? Then I would be completely alone...
I wish someone would tell me - do this, do that, go there, study that and you will be successful and everything'll be OK. but no-one can tell me that...
A wise woman once said-
The key to the change...is to let go of fear.
/Rosanne Cash/
So I've got 2 QUESTIONS OF THE DAY:
- "How can I know what is the right choice for me?"
- "How can I let go of my fear?"
And sadly, I don't have my answers to those questions. :(
So, can anyone Please HELP!!!???
-B-
Question one only you know what is best for you, no-one else can decide.
ReplyDeleteQuestion two: You have to look fear in the face......not easy I know. for example if one is afraid of spiders don't run away stay and look at it you don't have to neccessary have to pick it up, but looking at it is the first step. I been through fear myself and I read some very good self help books which has a cd
It worked wonders,Good luck to you and I hope your life turns out well.
Yvonne.
Thank for the comment which I value very much.
ReplyDeleteYvonne,
I'm a firm believer that you have to trust your instincts and go with your gut...as for letting go of your fear I think you've taken that first step by blogging and putting yourself out there. I think you will find this blogging community to be amazing and supportive.
ReplyDeleteWhatever you decide good luck!