Last night stayed up till 5 am...couldn't sleep. All kinds of thoughts were going through my head. There are a lot of things I wanna do in my life, but the main thing is to be successful. I wanna go to college, graduate, get good job that I really like and live successful life. BUT, to do that, I have to change a lot of things in my life and to be honest, I'M SO SCARED.Right now I have family, friends, home...I'm safe. but to do what I really want, I have to leave all this... and I'm scared of that. Plus I also don't know what I want to study...I mean...I would have to go away...where nobody would know me...and what if no-one would like me? Then I would be completely alone...
I wish someone would tell me - do this, do that, go there, study that and you will be successful and everything'll be OK. but no-one can tell me that...
A wise woman once said-
The key to the change...is to let go of fear.
So I've got 2 QUESTIONS OF THE DAY:
- "How can I know what is the right choice for me?"
- "How can I let go of my fear?"
And sadly, I don't have my answers to those questions. :(
So, can anyone Please HELP!!!???